Dear
Hansadutta,
Haribol.
Please accept my humble obeisances,
All Glories to Srila Prabhupada.
I was going
to send you this very depressing email about the troubles
of being a young man in this crazy world. But when I was done, I
felt lifted above my bout of depression, and decided to just write to
you to thank you for the messages you sent. And to say that I
can't wait to get out of here (U.C. Berkeley) and go up to the country
where there aren't all these women chasing after me. (I swear, as
soon as I graduated, I have a flock of women just waiting to tie me
down, and suck the lifeblood out of me. I guess a college degree
means security; they don't know what they are getting into, but then
again, I am not even going to let them find out).
I tried to
call you, but your line was busy, then it made the fax
noise, then it was busy again. I will try later.
Hare Krishna.
Your servant,
Nakula dasa
Dear Nakula,
All Glories to Srila Prabhupada.
Country or
city, in the sky, on the water, on land, in the country
town, or the jungle, wherever we go, women are there. The only
safe haven is chanting Hare Krishna and reading Srila Prabhupada's
books. There is one gateway through which we all must pass to
enter this material world, and that gateway is the vagina. When
we are in this world, we unfortunately seek to re-enter this gateway
again and again through the process of sexual intercourse. The
result is that at the time of death, our fascination with this vaginal
gateway forces us to be placed again within a particle of male semen
and injected into the womb of another mother, and develop another
body just suitable for receiving another term of material karmic
reactions. This is described in the Srimad Bhagavatam as:
karmana deiva nitrena. According to his work, (karma)
and under
the supervision of higher authorities (Daiva), the living entity
is put
into the womb of a mother in a particle of male semen, and thus he
again develops a body just suitable for his karmic reactions.
The whole aim
of Vedic education Vedic knowledge, or Krishna
Consciousness as we have received it from Srila Prabhupada, is to avoid
this repetition of births and deaths. Anything which does not
further this goal is a useless waste of time. Certainly casual
association with the opposite sex, which usually culminates in illicit
sex, is the most dangerous kind of association one can keep.
Especially for young men, this is more dangerous than drinking poison.
In the
beginning woman appears very attractive and pleasing, flashing
smiles and sweet talks of love, but in the end, it all becomes
detestable, because the womanly beauty is nothing but flesh, fat, bone,
stool, urine and obnoxious gases and odors. The woman is only
beautiful as long as the soul is within the obnoxious bag of skin and
bones, but the same beautiful woman is at once repulsive when the soul
is out of that body. It is then revealed for what it is: a dead
body, in every way hideous and disgusting. Under the fever of
lust only we become blinded to the actual fact, and become mad for
embracing these female bodies, even sleeping with them in the same bed
after sexual intercourse. The whole phenomenon, when studied from
a sober perspective is quite morbid.
But we are
generally not sober; mostly we are feverish with lusty
desires, so we cannot think clearly. Brahmachary life (celibate
student life) was designed to keep a clear, thinking head on a young
man's shoulders. Modern University life is designed to keep a man
thinking with the head of his penis perpetually, thus he becomes and
remains entrapped, and everything he does binds him more and
more into the terrifying cycle of entering and exiting the vagina, or
the cycle of birth and death. The conclusion is: the vagina
is the gateway to death, either coming or going, it doesn't matter.
I'll see you
all soon.
Hansadutta dasa
Licking of the Vagina Civilization
[Conversations with Srila Prabhupada,
Room
Conversation, February 19, 1977, Mayapura]
Prabhupada: No, we... "It is voluntary. In our
society we find so many brahmacaris, so many grhasthas.
And if you
cannot stop this itching
sensation, all right, marry one girl and live peacefully like a
gentle… What is this nonsense, every three weeks divorce? We are not
so rascal. If we accept one girl as my wife, I take full
responsibility. Because I require a girl or woman, so this woman, that
one… We are not so rascal that at home I have got woman, I am
searching after another woman, another naked woman. We are not so
madman. The sex pleasure is there at home, and I am seeking after sex
pleasure in here, here, in the club, in the… What is that? Is that
vagina is different? You are so fool. You require vagina; take one
vagina. Be satisfied. And lick it. Why you are going here and there,
here and there, here and there? Even old man is going to the nightclub
to lick another vagina. Is that civilization? "You are proud of your
civilization." Tell them like that. "Licking of the vagina, different,
obnoxious smell. You are less than the dog. The dog likes to smell the
vagina. You are like that. What is business of going another vagina?
You require vagina. Take one and be satisfied. That is intelligence.
First of all there is no need of vagina. But if you want, take one and
be satisfied. Why you are searching after dog vagina, this vagina, that
vagina, that vagina? Is that civilization?" Expose them like that.
"Your brain is filled with so much stool, so we are washing it. What is
the wrong there?" Adi-kesava: Actually they all need brainwashing. Prabhupada: Yes, "Every one of you require, because
your brain is
filled up with stool. You have no brain. Brain is covered with stool."
What they will answer? Satsvarupa: That "If I want to have a stool brain,
it may be
lamentable, but don't force me to be washed." Prabhupada: It is not force. It is no— Satsvarupa: "Let me remain in stool." Prabhupada: "We are preaching. It does not mean that
we are forcing. We
are saying that your brain is in stool. Wash it like this. If one
agrees, he does it. Not that in our movement all world has joined. One
who is intelligent, he has agreed, 'Yes.' I am not forcing. If I would
have possessed that forcive power, what right you have got to bring me
in the court? You are forcing me to stop this. You are forcing. Nobody
can force, but you are forcing." You should take this argument and
expose them at least in the court, licking of the vagina civilization,
like dog. Yes animals do that. Adi-kesava: I think the more strongly we preach in
this way, that we
don't try to give in and compromise— Prabhupada: No, no, no. Adi-kesava: The more that everyone will hear about
this issue— Prabhupada: We must expose them, that's all. This is
our business. This
is a good opportunity in the court, so that it will be published.
People will know what is our philosophy. Licking of vagina
civilization, this. Publish. Adi-kesava: All right. Prabhupada: What they have got anymore, this Western
civilization? Adi-kesava: They say that they are all actually in
despair. They don't
see any hope in the future. Prabhupada: This is their position. Hari-sauri: Their only hope in the future is that
we'll eat trash,
process trash and— Prabhupada: What is that? Indian: (Bengali) (break) Prabhupada: All, let us sit down here. Hari-sauri: In the room? Prabhupada: Yes, Gaura-Nitai. Is that argument all
right, licking the
vagina civilization? Prthu-putra: Great. Adi-kesava(?): Very bold. Hari-sauri: No one's ever talked to them like that. Prabhupada: But this is a fact. The old man,
seventy-five years old,
he's going to lick up another vagina in the club. This is your Western
civilization. Adi-kesava: Sometimes in New York… You know we live
right next to
Broadway. The temple is right next to Broadway. Sometimes in New York
we see old, old men— Prabhupada: And in France it is very… In France you
have got. Prthu-putra: In France, yes. All the prostitution
going on around the
temple. Adi-kesava: You see even old, old men going to these
clubs. Hari-sauri: If you can still have sex when you're
seventy-five, then
you're a great man. Glorified. Prabhupada: Just see. This is their civilization. In
Paris there are so
many clubs. The old men, they first of all pay fifty dollars to enter
into the club. Then he selects which vagina he will lick up. Then
another payment. I know that. (aside:) No, he can be asked to sit down
there. Hari-sauri: To sit in the room. Prabhupada: Yes. Actually this is the fact. But they
are fools. They
still like to lick up new vagina. Exactly dogs. We are restricting
that.
"Give up this business, licking of vagina," and they are seeking up to
the point of death another vagina, another vagina, another… Which is
better? If we say that "Give up this nonsense business," is that
brainwash? And if it is brainwash, it is for good. What is this
civilization, who is never satisfied? The same business is going on up
to the point of death. Our civilization is: "All right, you are
attached to vagina-licking. Do it up to fifty years. Then give it up."
This is our civilization. "You are so much accustomed to the
vagina-licking business--up to fifty years, so long you are young. Then
give it… Don't do it anymore." This is our civilization. And that
also, after twenty-five years. For twenty-five years teach him, "It is
no good business. Brahmacari. Remain alone. You have got so
much
botheration." If he's still unable: "All right, take one wife. Be
satisfied. Lick up one. And then, at the age of fifty years, give up."
This is our... Is that wrong? Satsvarupa: It's good. Hari-sauri: It's great. Prabhupada: Because unless you give up this business
of vagina-licking,
you'll have to be entangled in this body. Either as a dog or as a hog,
as a human being or as a demigod, as a tree, as an insect, it will go
on. In this way plead. Let the people understand what we are preaching.
Advance this philosophy, widely discussed. Then our success. Hari-sauri: There's no question this will be widely
discussed. Prabhupada: And… (someone enters) (Bengali) (break)
Smelling the
aroma, such a nonsense. Hari-sauri: As you say, just like dogs. Prabhupada: Hm? Hari-sauri: Just like the dogs. Prabhupada: Dogs and all animals, smelling vagina.
They think, "Here is
real pleasure." Hari-sauri: There's no need to move around, Srila
Prabhupada… (break) Prabhupada: They're going for vagina and paying
heavy toll: fifty
dollars for entering the club, then two hundred dollars for drinking.
You know this? Hari-sauri: Yes. Prabhupada: This is their civilization, vagina
civilization. In Florida
they go, Miami, to spend money weekly, five hundred, five thousand
dollars for naked dance. You know that? Hari-sauri: Yes. So many places. Las Vegas. Every
big city has… Prabhupada: And Brahmananda told me sometimes they
see on the stage a
fatty woman having sex with an ass. This is exhibited in Mexico. And
they enjoy it. Hari-sauri: In Europe they have sex fairs. Prabhupada: Sex fair? What is that? Hari-sauri: You can go, and they have sideshows, men
and women having
sex on the stage at regular intervals, and they exhibit all kinds of
contraptions that you can use to pervert your sex life even more. Prabhupada: What they will understand about this
Krsna consciousness? Hari-sauri: There's not very much hope for them. Prabhupada: Help is for everyone, but if they remain
stubborn to their
own way of life, then it is not possible. They have to wash the brain.
Otherwise it is possible. Hari-sauri: You explain in the Bhagavatam
that everything actually is
just an extension of the sex desire. Prabhupada: That's it. Hari-sauri: Their whole big cities and so much
industry— Prabhupada: Yes. Hari-sauri: —and work is just simply— Prabhupada: For the central point—vagina. Yan
maithunadi-grhamedhi-sukham hi tuccham. The other day… Maithunyam
agaram ajnah vindati tapan. Hari-sauri: Rsabhadeva's instructions. (end)
[Conversations
with Srila
Prabhupada, Room Conversation, February 25,
1977, Mayapura]
Prabhupada: Everywhere. This male and female,
nature's gift that is.
Therefore tasyaiva hetoh. These things you'll get. Tamala Krsna: Yes. So why use the…? Prabhupada: Why you are after these things? Tamala Krsna: Hm. Wasting human life. Prabhupada: You'll get woman. So be satisfied, the
nature's gift of
woman, nature's gift of your position, and utilize your life for Krsna
consciousness. Why more and more, more, and naked and this way and that
way? The other day what did I say? Vagina-licking civilization. Bali-mardana: Hm? Tamala Krsna: Vagina-licking civilization. Prabhupada: They're spending so much money for
vagina-looking. Tamala Krsna: Oh, that's their whole consciousness. Prabhupada: Yes. The money is earned with so hard
labor and it is spent
for vagina-looking. Tamala Krsna: Polished dog society. Prabhupada: Yes. Yes, dog also smells the vagina,
and they also do the
same thing. Therefore nature has arranged that dog are smelling vagina
on the street. One vagina and three dozen dogs surrounded. Tamala Krsna: Yes. Vrndavana you see that. Prabhupada: Yes. Tamala Krsna: Now that's going on in America. They
are spending money
just for that. Prabhupada: Yes. Tamala Krsna: Three dozen men look at one woman,
same business. Bali-mardana: And they make big literatures,
magazines, everywhere, all
over the streets. They put them in the street… Tamala Krsna: The big thing now in America, the most
popular shop, is
called "Adult Books." "Adult Bookshop." Hari-sauri: "Adult cinema," "adult this," "adult
that." Prabhupada: Topless, bottomless. Yan
maithunadi-grhamedhi-sukham hi
tuccham kanduyanena karayor iva duhkha-duhkham, trpyanti neha krpana
bahu-duhkha-bhajah. Bahu-duhkha-bhajah. Krpana. The
rascals. Krpana
means non-brahmana, without any spiritual knowledge. They are
never
satisfied, the vagina business. Trpyanti neha krpana--
although it is
followed by so much miserable condition--bahu-duhkha-bhajah
kandutivan
manasijam visaheta dhirah. One who is dhira, sober, he
tolerates little
itching sensation: "What this nonsense?" And if you practice
toleration, there will be no more. Finished. You become liberated.
Therefore, from the very beginning of life, childhood, this teach him,
that "Don't be a vagina-smelling animal." Brahmacari. Brahmacari
guru-grhe vasan dantah. To learn how to control the senses, that
is brahmacari. Where is that civilization? So
establish. Give them food.
Give them shelter. Give them knowledge. That is para-upakara,
doing
welfare to others. But don't be entangled in vagina civilization. Yan
maithunadi-grhamedhi-sukham. It is most abominable civilization,
tuccham, condemned civilization.
Hansadutta das
Rittvik Representative of His Divine Grace A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami
Prabhupada
Trustee, BHAKTIVEDANTA BOOK TRUST
WORLD SANKIRTAN PARTY